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make me monster

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make me monster, riveted. elliptical seances pull us towards muster all your worth less becomes more at times, we live lower in the highest places, we beseech you come and hold candles wind, winding down this rain will never stop being, cold cadaverous, your word has withered sun-drenched promise little sustenance, on poison substance we beg mercy does not know me hopeless and drenched make me monster I find terror when alone, I feign mercy. Just the same, I feel without…. it’s all fire, anger, fear make me, monster. ravenous in sundown. Lest, you should hope, less. we will find … Continue reading make me monster

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OPTSotD-Julien Baker

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I’m staying in tonight I won’t stop you from leaving I know that I’m not what you wanted Am I? Wanted someone who I used to be like Now you think I’m not trying I don’t argue, it’s not worth the effort to lie You don’t want to bring it up And I already know how it looks You don’t have to remind me so much How I disappoint you Suggest that I talk to somebody again That knows how to help me get better And till then I should just try not to miss any more Appointments I think … Continue reading OPTSotD-Julien Baker

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OP’s TSotD-Modest Mouse

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Everything that keeps me together is falling apart I’ve got this thing that I consider my only art of fucking people over My boss just quit the job Says he’s goin out to find blind spots and he’ll do it The 3rd planet is sure that they’re being watched By an eye in the sky that can’t be stopped when you get to the promise land You’re gonna shake that eye’s hand Your heart felt good It was drippin’ pitch and made of wood And your hands and knees Felt cold and wet on the grass beneath Well outside naked, … Continue reading OP’s TSotD-Modest Mouse

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metal Colors, Titania pt.2

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where is your shore, embanked upon escarpment, stand absolved wrapped nine broken toes, embark horseshoe cold, gripped tidal falls call us what? call us home to One who can make everything void (to start again) pulverizing, ponderous, predication go find others to contest your venom grows tepid, little viper wanton weariness, enamored by shining doublet of insecurity porous pride. Deliver us, O Lord, from the whispers of evil minds, for you have heard sounds of our weeping we kneel, supplicant God will answer. none before another linking hands to become Stronghold, embargo Iroquois iris, smack swallow, hallowed bow down before … Continue reading metal Colors, Titania pt.2

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metal Colors, Titania pt. 1

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I brought pain you carried hurt, in hands cupped spilling out as Pacific rain coastal storms shaking tones sighs turn to groaning grown in a garden of neglect metals, of color uncertain. tales spun by passing bard a place of dull sorrows fretting over tomorrows we follow banners, tattered in a requiem, you will fail me I understand why, so I will pull down the sky creating chaotic, deep shade of blues, drowning I understand why still is this, epiphany stark it is, a cry resonant, a meteoric rise untouchable fear that only true loneliness can hear looking through waters … Continue reading metal Colors, Titania pt. 1

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I.II.III.

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I. Temper temper temper Speaking 31 flavors Of madness, you stalk me once again Dance in iris tourniquet Titan Breaking through seals Make the deal A Devil sits at my table Progenitor of pale hollow The air in here is casual A callous malice whispers Pressing upon all the dreams Dying in the cracks Of the floor II. There’s a model of your bathroom from the old apartment in my heart where you live. there’s a deal with a Devil on my mind why is negotiation such a grind in this place there’s a Giant at my table talking about … Continue reading I.II.III.

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hey, Brooklyn

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hey Brooklyn I heard your voice the other day radio man said that you had made the Big time that’s mighty fine for you hey Brooklyn how have you been? I can’t sing but I though I’d write you a song how are you holdin’ on we’re too far gone to cry now we’ve been too long apart. seven and change since you said goodbye the future always seems to pass me by it’s lonely here I thought I’d let you know never wanted any tears or sorrow not from you maybe, that’s partly true I kinda hope it makes … Continue reading hey, Brooklyn

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ire or indifference?

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is it ire or indifference.  we cannot speak in this manner to find out, dragging far too often this palaver of emptiness.  harried, spear-tip tongues will lash with effort.  i may fail again but a smile finds my face.  a caustic dark, concurrent with a river of shit bleeding profundity.  my bones have melted into forms unfamiliar and God has turned my ankles, so i limp as a foe opened upon foreign shores.  stoned in bat country, my vampyre is a sulking bitch, chewing the fat on my shoulder. makes everything blurry.  understanding is a slow death, change is gonna … Continue reading ire or indifference?

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OP’s TSotD- I Prevail

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I think, I think too much I’m a little bit paranoid, I think I’m breaking Maybe it’s in my blood Got a pain that I can’t avoid, I think I’m breaking down Hate every single second, minute, hour, every day Person in the mirror, they won’t let me feel a thing Keep me focused on my problems, I’m addicted to the pain Everybody’s out to get you I guess I never noticed how it came creeping in My enemy emotion but I can’t sink or swim I say I’m feeling hopeless, they give me medicine They give me medicine, they … Continue reading OP’s TSotD- I Prevail

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E, clip, see

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I told myself I would write but there’s nothing to say the whore at my core says to go fuck something but I don’t have what it takes to go to war today the sun goes dark in the park I watch and wait for the Hand of God to crush all of this disease into a neutron star I don’t think he will but I must be patient ’cause I do not think he’s far ponder push plush plundering pulverizing prideful personal passions preponderant, perforation pleasures pause, pun, passive in passing puking porous published politics please, prequel perplexing Pacmans … Continue reading E, clip, see