Excandesco

The absence is fertile Cinder and wormwood oblique in caricature masque of navel peach engraved forbearance in an expression impression upon gaze become volatile, season of sundown. Bathe austere in bright color convene covenant, prayer coronal lost god 7 steps meet portal fear tread forward mete out sacrifice lay among lion and lamb lead, beg or follow choice begets meaning harbinger of reckoning. Slip slide grasping fall quiet shattering solemn vows in honor an exchange fruits’ pleasure ring around poesey storm moving swiftly toward shore.   image courtesy of Pinterest         Continue reading Excandesco

Promethean

I’m cold as rain Pain is my home this sound of Armageddon grey tremors abound feeling for some meaning as we watch eclipse Pain is my home sun is in the sky there is a roof over my head and a tomb in which I lie It drips icicles of fire into my veins and I lay upon a pyre breathe in my smoking remains Pain is my home hither it comes, tearing me down I feel it again recourse in your gaze we acquiesce to fear and what’s to be highlands awash with our regrets weather comes crashing in … Continue reading Promethean

Moontide and fire

confluent with winter’s moon my internal discourse with you leaves me a gibbering mess, so very real yet imagined as I haven’t spoken to you in years. I still find I pantomime the flower of words you left, unforgotten. I’ve grown callous to groans from under the stairs I left some things down there, unforgotten. I’ve become accustomed scent of Asian pear jasmine in air, unforgotten. cups of tea honey shared in garden flames spared, you rest unforgotten. Continue reading Moontide and fire

quintessence

the curvature of the earth rippled in response to your posture a black sun took a run at my masculine knocking me further into this piecemeal suit plastic and straw armor I use when attempting to combat level after level of your dungeon morass of emotions tossed into bin to recycle become something new subsequent quintessential attempt to hold vortex aluminum foil hat ticker-tape pasteboard facsimile of myself in retrospect little black one, you ponder ways to engage the space in-between the lofty neon peace found at table coffee takes our order sultry dark dark dark silk sustenance grants a … Continue reading quintessence

yeah, you Know

when I first saw you I realized I would not compromise hey you yeah, you know I’m not fooled by your quiet negligence come and eat my bones mend my heart from pieces at my feet let’s get down and dance I wanna remember what it’s like to feel hungry again winter was long and dark I need a little napalm in the morning wild grass fires at night kill my kindness and be cruel show me what it’s like to taste carnal sin come hornet queen and feed on honey sting me where it counts make sure I’m paralyzed … Continue reading yeah, you Know

FIFY

FIFY I forced my heart into the shape of your hate I piled all of your shit upon my plate I followed the leader like a good soldier thought it would fall away as I got colder I crushed your anxieties and snorted them I cooked your expectations and mainlined them I drank all the guilt and drowned in it the questions I had are meaningless now are you happy with black tied lies? look at what you have done look at what I have become insignificant I put it in my pipe and smoked it dreaming of azure clouds … Continue reading FIFY

recrudesce(man I hope it’s a yes)

tempest, less zest to address I confess there are these things I need to purge from my chest to keep my heart hammering for one more go. Maybe paperless… I was prescribed chess to deal with stress I became angry ’cause all I want is a win quintessence, my twin regardless, I feel better than him.  I killed him. With liquor and drugs bone harmony and thugs distress? yes, but I digress from the story I was telling before this mess marginal, looking in my own reflection hate that grin, it’s sin in the end that drives me although I … Continue reading recrudesce(man I hope it’s a yes)

where?

fetching, impetious impetus for wine horizons bless’ed or become prey infectious, intelligence it doesn’t matter what you’ve got on you can claim me imperious, impervious scrape back the foam Turkish coffee grit showing in smiles all around blue filter-light integral to this scorn that adorns features of a rag-a-bone man playing take me home on his gramophone I watch you shift, cloudless pleased to be pleasing all the lush bastard boys hanging out on patios Camels and Coors…. I laugh about your arrogance sigh reverence satin speak crawls into the nape of my neck I shudder, chills, delight where will … Continue reading where?

if forever was a Tuesday-Revised

is there a reason to be here a reason for the blood when will reason become clear ’cause I’m drowning in the flood it’s the lights and thrum heave and hum rattle and drum I keep on marchin’ to nowhere feet shufflin’ to discord playing anarchy in my head heart pounds out the subs I cannot hear it’s so loud push pull kiss and shove hold me, hug, kiss and love nothings that meant everything and I don’t know how to fall any further away would you give your permission for me to run into the sun, yes you may … Continue reading if forever was a Tuesday-Revised

shine

we’re all blind in the beginning Some say life it is a river but I say fuck that it’s a flame you and me, we’re proper bandits off of our rockers in full-throated harmony I once heard your name come across in some forgotten tune on a Wurlitzer and it sounded like LSD we take what we need to if we deign to designate your filth, this disease will paint your front door a scarlet red A go Big or go home is the answer to the question about to fall out of your stupid mouth so keep it shut … Continue reading shine