dismember the concepts
in valleys of unrest
set norm of forgotten
line of sight
vision
sights are surreal in abstract light
sound of soiled years in confusion
elapsed time cherry wood-worked mind
maturing sin, a disease of nation
application hardware stand still destruction
Tuesday afternoon appointment
Hating the looks of genetic makeup
casual violence deed done relapse synapse
studio apartment penthouse playhouse
yuppie bimbo make-believe with
perfect score SAT
Brexit, stage left…
must you leave so soon? In a rush Irish?
morning traffic Russian ants on paved trail
army of disembodied disciples
voyeur Templars of diamond age destiny
wholly opinionated hard labor sentences
vacation in hell close to storms of fire
president of resolve(dissolve) bringer of despair
disrepair decisions to play with the gods
hypocrisy extremity living undead in downtime
sharpened senses see purity in deception
teen pregnancy an unplanned parenthood
no safety for unlearned consequences
unrest is priced high and time moves swiftly
family matters
little
when there is so little left of the family
armor of persistence makeshift honor
on Mars with 3D printed unreality
beautiful births of sunshine rising
rest in age of exaggerated fact
jewelry of bones head hunter watchmaker
metaphysical violence of passion rite
wrote of tears for the last runner
endless connections chainlink thoughts
lag-time corrections behind Cicero calculations
no rest for the daughters of none
extravagant notions, fruitless stand
nothing to buy at blessed hanging
gallows pole swings on pay-per-view
perfect reception into an afterlife
everyone watches you go
what of before?
strangers find strange things in strange lands
temptation fasting speaks with honey
bring me gifts buy my favor
all I want is more money, how weak
shame is not accepted here so have no fear
kindly parceled hatred figuring up the blasphemy
will continue course curriculum
grave cold souls made of steel camera eyes
look into city night and watch the dances
of angels and antichrists all with hopes
dreams of visions of petty concerns
born to be brave born to lose
sad silences come from multiple wounds
gaze cascade unto fading freedoms
we never sought after, life of empty sleep
how quaint our cold weaknesses
that feel nothing for the places we used up
seething toxins poison son
touch crown of Hades with breakpoint flash-burn
sear endeavors of reeking labors in the snow
blood mingles with ice and precious gems
toll on road same as it was
last night and out of control
we must learn to die well
for only one chance is given
it’s just all normal life
so you better begin livin’
When I read your words they affect me in such a deeply personal way that I struggle to maintain reading them. It is as though I’m looking into mirrors of my own disavowed truth. It’s always an incredibly powerful experience for me whenever I soak in your wonderfully interweaved words. Sometimes, it’s as though you’re speaking directly to me and at other times it’s as though you’re speaking through me if that makes sense. Never have i experienced such a personalized resonance upon reading something. Every time I hear your thoughts they force me to analyze myself through the lens of truth. This is a considerable feat. I can’t quite explain it. You have some kind of ethereality or perhaps, it is simply the ether of reality. You have astounding talent, my friend.
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Max my friend, that is the most important thing anyone has ever related to me regarding my writing. I cannot thank you enough. It is truly touching and deeply personal to me. As a writer, I have always written because I needed to. I never really meant to open up for other people to read. To know how it resonates with me is confirmation that I made the right choice 🙏
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“…elapsed time cherry wood-worked mind
maturing the sin a disease of nations
application hardware stand still destruction…”
Proliferation of weaponry alongside Tuesday appointments makes it easier said than done to jump into the stream of this bassackward ‘normal life’ and “start livin”.
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Indeed it does. Thank you for reading Amaya 🙏
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