Carcrash

This was inspired by my friend Georgia.  XOXO

 

How can I feel so much pain

yet feel nothing how many times have I been stung

yet never touched by the sting

If forever is a fever if never is never

what good is it to be this fucking clever

I know what I know and write it down to show

but no, I’m a low fellow

I cannot go

that way

what use is useless, clueless

sometimes mostly stupid and tuneless

ostensibly deranged but you knew that

so how can I feel so fucking dead

was it something that was said?

because all I suffer is in my head

but it doesn’t hurt, it’s just the pain in the rain singing my name for another go at the game and it’s such a shame that I cannot feel anything

Because if i could, you would have just broken me…..

So I’m walking away from another car crash

cuts and bruises just like in the past

hurting but I cannot

feel you

But I hope you are feeling all of this goddamn ruin too

it’s just another accident, another wreck on the road

let’s exchange information, will insurance cover the

damages if I explode?

I don’t know, it’s just a good thing I hurt and cannot feel the distress

because my crash into you might have made me

feel even less